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Friday, March 5th, 2004
9:28 am
I blame Draco's general outrageousness on his mother's family. The Black blood is poisoned with insanity, mark my words.

Sister-in-law was arrested today. She tried to eat one of the reporters outside the gates. She even had spices and a fork ready.

... I'm going to get a drink. I don't care if it's nearly 10 in the morning.

current mood: sleepy

(1 drink | can you hold your arsenic?)

Friday, February 27th, 2004
12:56 pm
Something makes me very much want to injure something.

Oh, I know... it's the two dozen fans hanging about at the front gate, despite all promises of setting Narcissa on them.

I'd back said promises, but Narcissa has been absent from my presence for the past two days. Coddling Draco, and all.

Poor child.

Then again, cannot feel sympahty. I've lived with her longer, and he has brought fans down to my doorstep. Bad Draco. Stay with your mother.

current mood: aggravated

(can you hold your arsenic?)

Monday, February 2nd, 2004
5:34 pm

Am so very, very nettled at the moment.

I spent years on him, you know. Time and effort on twisting him, manipulating him, goading him. He was a veritable work of art. He was my continuing sucess.

And now...

Seeing him destroyed was enough of a heartbreak for me; imagine seeing your most precious item ripped and shredded before your very eyes. It was quite... painful, I have to admit.

And now he's been restored, in a sense. But he isn't the masterpiece I had molded. He's younger, but older to me; he is the echo of a long ago death. He is not the art I kept on changing. He's newer, greener, milder.

Now I have to retrace at least fifteen years, back to the beginning, and I wonder... should I yet again attempt to make what I had wrought? Or should I go in a different direction... create an entirely different piece of art with the same material?

I just don't know what to do with him anymore.

Fuck you, Severus.

(can you hold your arsenic?)

Friday, January 30th, 2004
8:04 pm - [public to d. easters and forces of darkness, etc...]
O... kay....

Am now going to rescue my lapdog.
Who is dead.
I saw him die.


(can you hold your arsenic?)

Thursday, January 29th, 2004
9:03 pm
My coffee maker broke.

... But by stroke of luck, DL gave me new one!

My life is complete. Yay.

On a different note, have no idea why there is blood in the sink. Ahem.

current mood: weird

(2 drinks | can you hold your arsenic?)

Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
5:32 pm - blah

current mood: bitchy

(can you hold your arsenic?)

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